Believing
your "I’m gonnas" was hard
Helplessly
watching you suffer your demons was hard
Asking you how you felt about her
Hearing your response was hard
Leaving you was hard
Hearing you say you miss me was hard
Waiting in vain for you to do something to get me back was hard
Waking up realizing what a pile of bullshit this was
Waking up realizing what a pile of bullshit this was
Finally
telling you to leave me the fuck alone
Was hard
Every day I wake up with the knowledge I am no longer yours
Every day I wake up with the knowledge I am no longer yours
Is
freedom
The spinning has stopped
The spinning has stopped
Silence
has replaced the incoherent noise
My
stomach can relax
A weight
has lifted off my chest
Reintroducing effortless breath
~ Sovereign ~
~ Sovereign ~
Written by
G.,G.Rae
Copyright © 2012
All Rights
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